On sleepless nights, Azra thinks that...

...it hasn't been about this
(or him) for a long time now
 
this being…

the age of reason    (his) beauty
the age of change  

the seasons' failings

for so long, it hasn't been about veneers: 

-- but (he) always digresses

then they...

...get lost in the disruptions

...the lava flow of what ifs and what could still be. 

                                    (Then I insert myself and...

            ...I don't really know how to answer your questions anymore, my love(s)).

 The sun shines --        

                                relentless ¡